My heart

my heart my soul

my body my love.

to hold things dear and embrace the embraceable

to kiss with such ecstasy

to dance with no regrets

I want to give you my heart

bequeath to you my fears

I want my heart to feel

forgo my past and let you in

my head aches

my eyes dry and blood shot

these clothes are vulgar and torn

listen to the sound of nothing

this silence hurts

I just want to be ok,

and not waging war with my own emotions

never in a constant but only to sway

listen to the silence only for a moment

cries, squalls, and shrieks

I dread the morning, for its never late.

but for a moment within the day.

I’ll see you there and for that very moment it all seems fair.